I'm still doing really well. I had an interesting conversation with someone recently about how my life appears to be a roller coaster, with lots of highs and lows. The concern is that I'm racing toward another low.
I'm happy to report that it's been over a month or so and I'm still feeling good. And not in the sense that my life has taken some crazy turn and I'm about to be launched into oblivion. Nothing major has happened. I have the same job I've had for 10 months, I'm not dating anyone, I haven't lost much weight (if any). I'm just waking up each day believing that it's going to be a great day. Sure, things go wrong, but I try to see the whole day instead of just the irritating bits.
I think part of it is that I've finally managed to feel a confidence in myself that I haven't had in years, if ever. I'm starting to feel more comfortable in my own skin, stretched out as it may be by the pounds that refuse to leave me. The joy I feel comes from the inside now, instead of being dependent upon someone else.
Quasi-related to all of this, I'm also going to make myself get back into blogging more regularly. I really enjoy it - it's a great outlet for me. What exactly I'm outletting I'm not sure (yea, I realize that isn't a word), but it's fun all the same.
I hope all of you have been well, and I look forward to your continued worship.
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